2nd fpm lab today.
well it went okay, honestly compared to other groups he has it okay/easy for us.
he keeps changing tactics so we were left standing with uhhs again.
but i answered something! and he seemed pleased, though obviously not good enough.
this guy's module sucks to the max and i should really start studying for it. buttt its such a sucky engineering module that i don't want to
mcb test, ummm sucks to think i studied yest, to not do well.
nonsense sial 20% and i do that. upset with myself...like why did i go blank..why din study longer.
drama was ahaahahaa
did voice projection and i has sore throat..then just guessed at weather its throat or diaphragm, cause its been long ah since we have done it. i think? then the skits again... haizzz fail for my group should not listen to mental ideas next time. one jr quit after 'performance' by alumis ahahahha.
but ya la quite in your face for wk3/4? well bye not like you were super active anyways.
today i feel nonsense..
i saw sharul again and his gf. ahhhh why must he be so cute!??
Poems
May 25, 2012
fountains sound like rain sometimes
Everybody's waiting to see you breakdown.
Everybody's watching to see the fall out
mmmm
guess u can't really tell funny things through mere words read off a page huh.
h im sorry if i made you sad, but it was suppose to be said dramatically and laughed at okay dear?
today was conflicting?
had my first fpm lab, the worst module and teacher. and ummm it was sad.
his way is not the experiment or the steps but like the concept of how the machine works
and applications to industry or his lectures. i read but din research so ouch
and nonsense la, just cause i din highlight anything does not mean i did not read and understand it okay.
i actually understood it better than hmt.
but yeah after that he left us alone to do it... but saw/heard him "talking" to another group.
scary max, not to mention i din do so well for his test... arghhh why am i even in this course!?
was doing the calc after lab when i hear people talking...one friend like seems slack cause its not the course she wants and likes she tired of trying for it. a) i don think her gpa's low or anything. b) most of us got cheated. we all thought this course as something but its another thing. and yeah i wanted so desperately to get out last year
but the thought of wasting my time to re-do things is abit worse. so imma struggle on.
the only saving grace is the specialisation. if i can't make it to the one i want then ........
may seem like im doing well, but i see the above as me making excuses not to put in my all. excuses as to why i can't do as well as the top people in my class.
gosh like me having some self realisation thing sial
so met j to study after sch.
okay so blk h does have feng shui when its the correct people. really good news.
did my mcb notes till topic 2 tmr will continue on.
met h and a and w as well. yay. i see them and suddenly think its been forever since i saw them. cause now in drama with the juniors and all its just 'make friends. mingle' mode.
its been long since i've seen people play so much with my pens oddly satisfactory feeling like im making a kid happy or something like that hahaahaa. not to mention the random crazy no link singing that can only be done with certain "cough" people.
so thank you guys for the laughter today :)
it may have been a distraction but not bad seyy i still continued my work. guess the 'fountain' is working.
you; uh well no choice? guess we just have to live with what we have yeah. and i get it you don't want me to be put in an awkward situation nor do you want to talk but leave parts out. which i pretty much will be able to guess haha. for now lets just be contented with sitting opposite each other playing with colour pens :)
Everybody's watching to see the fall out
mmmm
guess u can't really tell funny things through mere words read off a page huh.
h im sorry if i made you sad, but it was suppose to be said dramatically and laughed at okay dear?
today was conflicting?
had my first fpm lab, the worst module and teacher. and ummm it was sad.
his way is not the experiment or the steps but like the concept of how the machine works
and applications to industry or his lectures. i read but din research so ouch
and nonsense la, just cause i din highlight anything does not mean i did not read and understand it okay.
i actually understood it better than hmt.
but yeah after that he left us alone to do it... but saw/heard him "talking" to another group.
scary max, not to mention i din do so well for his test... arghhh why am i even in this course!?
was doing the calc after lab when i hear people talking...one friend like seems slack cause its not the course she wants and likes she tired of trying for it. a) i don think her gpa's low or anything. b) most of us got cheated. we all thought this course as something but its another thing. and yeah i wanted so desperately to get out last year
but the thought of wasting my time to re-do things is abit worse. so imma struggle on.
the only saving grace is the specialisation. if i can't make it to the one i want then ........
may seem like im doing well, but i see the above as me making excuses not to put in my all. excuses as to why i can't do as well as the top people in my class.
gosh like me having some self realisation thing sial
so met j to study after sch.
okay so blk h does have feng shui when its the correct people. really good news.
did my mcb notes till topic 2 tmr will continue on.
met h and a and w as well. yay. i see them and suddenly think its been forever since i saw them. cause now in drama with the juniors and all its just 'make friends. mingle' mode.
its been long since i've seen people play so much with my pens oddly satisfactory feeling like im making a kid happy or something like that hahaahaa. not to mention the random crazy no link singing that can only be done with certain "cough" people.
so thank you guys for the laughter today :)
it may have been a distraction but not bad seyy i still continued my work. guess the 'fountain' is working.
you; uh well no choice? guess we just have to live with what we have yeah. and i get it you don't want me to be put in an awkward situation nor do you want to talk but leave parts out. which i pretty much will be able to guess haha. for now lets just be contented with sitting opposite each other playing with colour pens :)
May 24, 2012
second week of drama got more people coming in who missed the first time.
we'll and looks like some get along pretty well with each other.
i talk but yeah its like the most nonsense thing ever.
not sure how long its going to take to wash that away but for now
starting each session with the hi thing is getting boring.
gosh me memory lag person can remember the time when its just us and we'd walk in on the craziest thing
and we'd join in like mental people. so yeah in comparison its bloody ridiculous
that guy well guess he's okay now?
but im super tempted to be in tired/slack/dead mode for the next time...
sad part of wed: I get to see darling h once a week and she decides to take the train home.
my heart broke, to see her walk away. oh how i'll miss her till the next week. i hope she won't abandon me again.
we'll and looks like some get along pretty well with each other.
i talk but yeah its like the most nonsense thing ever.
not sure how long its going to take to wash that away but for now
starting each session with the hi thing is getting boring.
gosh me memory lag person can remember the time when its just us and we'd walk in on the craziest thing
and we'd join in like mental people. so yeah in comparison its bloody ridiculous
that guy well guess he's okay now?
but im super tempted to be in tired/slack/dead mode for the next time...
sad part of wed: I get to see darling h once a week and she decides to take the train home.
my heart broke, to see her walk away. oh how i'll miss her till the next week. i hope she won't abandon me again.
cause even the stars they burn
I won't give up on us,
even if the skies turn rough
we've got alot to learn but we'll make it through
cause even the stars they burn some even fall to the earth
Measuring life in terms of numbers and weeks seems so dictated, but thats what it is
seems to me like all im ever doing is telling my self what week it is. the time that has passed; no idea where
that sinking feeling like im going to crash gets worse as the number gets higher.
regret; i lost that feeling quite a while back. i no longer regret the things i do. i just sit and think that i could've done more, done better.
I don't want to let you down but I'm so afraid.
even if the skies turn rough
we've got alot to learn but we'll make it through
cause even the stars they burn some even fall to the earth
Measuring life in terms of numbers and weeks seems so dictated, but thats what it is
seems to me like all im ever doing is telling my self what week it is. the time that has passed; no idea where
that sinking feeling like im going to crash gets worse as the number gets higher.
regret; i lost that feeling quite a while back. i no longer regret the things i do. i just sit and think that i could've done more, done better.
I don't want to let you down but I'm so afraid.
May 11, 2012
a week
Tired sia
one whole week of searching for that one thing
omg so hard can, the places! and got it at nex....
well get is better than never get rite?
yup now just have to pass it to her sad its late though
so my keyboard cover finally came! but pretty weird typing with it like i slower now.
drama crash course... mmmm nice had much fun.
the day after was fun too ahahahaha had dinner with j and h after soo long
met them again today..
mon ummm depends? if the meeting starts on time then i'll stay f not then byee
hope drama with juniors is okay mean its going so be very diff for sure
haven met them all but i've heard stories. lol
wow one more week over, tests coming...
oh today lucky sia fpm lab i never read haven even print then he's saying if u come without reading confirm die
then my gp's experiment machine spoil... super lucky
Apr 27, 2012
new things
Changed my blog background! looks nice yeah, wow blogger has changed ans advanced so much.
its like super easy to customise stuff now.
cc was tiring, worst thing it ended on thur and had to go to sch on fri
suck much, and stupid sia the 1hr makeup lec today at 8AM~ was a freaking waste of time!! all i did was highlight underline and flip page nothing went it. nonsense sia, trying to stuff a 2hr lec into 1.
so the morning was a waste. BUT mcb presentation was niceee, got easy enough questions ahaha
then was lab, pretty fun\okay but like when i was waiting around all i felt was tired. like my shoulders started hurting again.. mmmm gone case shoulders of mine keep hurting recently like all the time..
me wants to sleep, but have to go for clean up tmr (apparently i volunteered??)
so ya cc, awesome much! the numbers we got yay 80+ whoop whoop first for sa drama i think.
i know not all cam make it or will commit, but hey the more means more chances of ppl staying.
and i met some promising will commit kind! ahahah that handsome guy with the leather jacket!
my gosh my hair suffered can? wed wash out
performance uhhhh (awkward laugh) wed not enough 'pride' ( energy?)
then thur screwup mime/artistic scene. my fault la blame me blame me... well the show goes on rite?
so for wed after performance went to the room and just slack till 6
then thur i stayed back at the booth with s. had lunch at 3 then went blk e to sleep.
well kinda they like having meeting so we stayed outside and sleep lor. (neck pain sia, shd never sleep in sch again!) then had meeting/debrief
Apparently the seniors and stuff said they saw the performance and think that we have ALOT of potential
not sure if all of just certain ppl *cough az cough*
then r and her nonsense comments la, simple rule listen and ignore.
then ya stuff bt auditions and all [ its on mon/thur wow fast yeah?]
gahhhhhhh week 2 over sial
to the person reading this, smile (:
yes its just for that moment but you smiled ya?
now go get some mango juice ahahahaha
its like super easy to customise stuff now.
cc was tiring, worst thing it ended on thur and had to go to sch on fri
suck much, and stupid sia the 1hr makeup lec today at 8AM~ was a freaking waste of time!! all i did was highlight underline and flip page nothing went it. nonsense sia, trying to stuff a 2hr lec into 1.
so the morning was a waste. BUT mcb presentation was niceee, got easy enough questions ahaha
then was lab, pretty fun\okay but like when i was waiting around all i felt was tired. like my shoulders started hurting again.. mmmm gone case shoulders of mine keep hurting recently like all the time..
me wants to sleep, but have to go for clean up tmr (apparently i volunteered??)
so ya cc, awesome much! the numbers we got yay 80+ whoop whoop first for sa drama i think.
i know not all cam make it or will commit, but hey the more means more chances of ppl staying.
and i met some promising will commit kind! ahahah that handsome guy with the leather jacket!
my gosh my hair suffered can? wed wash out
performance uhhhh (awkward laugh) wed not enough 'pride' ( energy?)
then thur screwup mime/artistic scene. my fault la blame me blame me... well the show goes on rite?
so for wed after performance went to the room and just slack till 6
then thur i stayed back at the booth with s. had lunch at 3 then went blk e to sleep.
well kinda they like having meeting so we stayed outside and sleep lor. (neck pain sia, shd never sleep in sch again!) then had meeting/debrief
Apparently the seniors and stuff said they saw the performance and think that we have ALOT of potential
not sure if all of just certain ppl *cough az cough*
then r and her nonsense comments la, simple rule listen and ignore.
then ya stuff bt auditions and all [ its on mon/thur wow fast yeah?]
gahhhhhhh week 2 over sial
to the person reading this, smile (:
yes its just for that moment but you smiled ya?
now go get some mango juice ahahahaha
Apr 21, 2012
pressure much?
looking at the clock~
well weeek 1 one sch is over and thinking back im like mega shocked.
kay ya i know its suppose to be the HARDEST sem ever but still!
i feeel so behind already.. my classmates have started prac maths and here i am yet to even revise last sem work shoots i really got my work cut out for me.
week one and im behind i feel screwed already.
clubcrawl is moving.. its a bit weird to have wendi not g judge us. then the whole keep changing angles thing.
ummm i have to say though its seems like wayne is falling behind in comparison..
i get how the whole balance each other things seemed like it will work, but right now i don't think it is.
from my view point that is; i can't help but think he's inferior to wendi when he's not suppose to be.
and after just a few minutes with 'that woman' (ahahahha) i worry. how the heck is every other event going to be like!? and im in camp committee...niceee but i shall play nice or at least try to..
my timetable for the new semm pretty much sucks, the only saving grace; molecular and cell bio
we have 3 engineering lab this sem! i can't even rmbr if i did anything for the one last sem..
screweddd
\
i just have to get my A game going and survive.. and i have to start it very very very soon.
well good luck to me then.
Anger is the enemy of non-violence and pride is a monster that swallows it up.
Mahatma Gandhi
well weeek 1 one sch is over and thinking back im like mega shocked.
kay ya i know its suppose to be the HARDEST sem ever but still!
i feeel so behind already.. my classmates have started prac maths and here i am yet to even revise last sem work shoots i really got my work cut out for me.
week one and im behind i feel screwed already.
clubcrawl is moving.. its a bit weird to have wendi not g judge us. then the whole keep changing angles thing.
ummm i have to say though its seems like wayne is falling behind in comparison..
i get how the whole balance each other things seemed like it will work, but right now i don't think it is.
from my view point that is; i can't help but think he's inferior to wendi when he's not suppose to be.
and after just a few minutes with 'that woman' (ahahahha) i worry. how the heck is every other event going to be like!? and im in camp committee...niceee but i shall play nice or at least try to..
my timetable for the new semm pretty much sucks, the only saving grace; molecular and cell bio
we have 3 engineering lab this sem! i can't even rmbr if i did anything for the one last sem..
screweddd
\
i just have to get my A game going and survive.. and i have to start it very very very soon.
well good luck to me then.
Anger is the enemy of non-violence and pride is a monster that swallows it up.
Mahatma Gandhi
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